Being overly analytical and self critical and frustrating sometimes because nothing anyone says will offer any guidance or help because you have already worked out the entire scenario forwards and backwards in your head. Nothing anyone can tell you will be of help because you are already aware of your subconscious and repressed thoughts. It’s like you already know the answer to your own problems but you don’t want to go about taking the jump to fix them. Which is frustrating. I have two sides of me: one side which is the one who builds knowledge upon knowledge and wisdom from previous experiences. It’s like a huge building block of transcendental comprehension. And then there is the other side of me, completely emotion based. So every time I feel emotionally conflicted, I ask the other side of my brain “What do I do?” And the other side of my brain tells me I already know the answer to that. And I do. I know I do. But my actions are emotional and fear based. I always know what I have to do. I don’t need people helping me in things I already know. So why do I let this side of me control my actions? I have so much strength in the intelligent side of me but I constantly let the fearful side of me win. I need to stop. I hate it so much. I confuse everyone because I’m always having emotional conflict with myself.